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Manda ... January 4, 2012
Josh!! <3
Life just isnt the same without you here. i wish you had you here to talk to. Sure we didnt always get along but what siblings to. Theres so much i wish you were here for. Calli is 2 already. shes growing fast and along with that has her own little attitudes. She knows exactly who her uncle josh is. shes a smart little turkey but i bet you already know that
I know youd be proud of the choices ive made in my life especially with Dan! Hes a great guy. would do n.e thing for me,calli or n.e of the family. As teh protective big brother you are i know you would aprove. our relationship is so great is hard to believe its real. Dan and i are getting married In July 2012 and your Baby nephew Braxtin is due in April. Its all exciting. i know your going to be here to help us with the celebrations but your not here in the ways i wish you were. its hard not having you here. I miss you like crazy josh!!
                                                   love and  miss you
                                               Love you sister Amanda 
Michelle Podolak Heaven January 15, 2010

This song reminds me of you...

Patti Your Other "Mom" January 13, 2010

I wish I knew what to do now, how do I help ease the pain? Should we even try to ease the pain, the pain is love. Is it right to try to divert from the pain? So many questions, so few answers.


I don't believe in a "God" but I believe in a higher power of one's self, the spirit of a person lives forever. Josh's spirit is telling me to keep doing what I am doing but I don't know what I am doing.


I'm so confused and sad, I want to absorb everyone's pain and deal with it for them but it's so damned hard.


Josh, I need some help with this!

Mom This is for you, Josh January 8, 2010
Spend all your time waiting for that second chance
For the break that will make it ok
There's always some reason to feel “not good enough?
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction, oh beautiful release
Memories seep from my veins
They may be empty and weightless, and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

In the arms of an Angel, fly away from here
From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of an Angel; may you find some comfort here

So tired of the straight line, and everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back
The storm keeps on twisting, you keep on building the lies
That you make up for all that you lack
It don't make no difference, escaping one last time
It's easier to believe
In this sweet madness, oh this glorious sadness
That brings me to my knees

In the arms of an Angel, far away from here
From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie
In the arms of an Angel; may you find some comfort here
Patti /Richie Missing you January 7, 2010

Richie asked me (his Mom ) to make a recording of this song, it reminds him of Josh. I was so touched by the lyrics, I had to post them, I am sure Richie and all of Josh's friends can feel the truth in these lyrics

Patti Danielewicz



Every day I wake up
I hope I'm dreaming
I can't believe this shit
Cant believe you ain't here
Sometimes it's just hard for a man to wake up
Its hard to just keep going
Its like I feel empty inside without you being here
I would do anything man, to bring you back
Id give all this shit, shit the whole knot
I saw your sister today
She look just like you
You was the greatest
You'll always be the greatest
I miss you big
Cant wait till that day, when I see your face again
I can't wait till that day, when I see your face again...

Yeah... this right here (tell me why)
Goes out, to everyone, that has lost someone
That they truly loved (cmon, check it out) 

Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show
I laced the track, you locked the flow
So far from hanging on the block for dough
Notorious, they got to know that
Life ain't always what it seem to be (uh-uh)
Words can't express what you mean to me
Even though you're gone, we still a team
Through your family, I'll fulfill your dream (that's right)
In the future, can't wait to see
If you open up the gates for me
Reminisce some time, the night they took my friend (uh-huh)
Try to black it out, but it plays again
When it's real, feelings hard to conceal
Cant imagine all the pain I feel
Give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath)
I know you still living your life, after death 

Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
Ill be missing you
Thinking of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
Ill be missing you

I miss you big 

Its kinda hard with you not around (yeah)
Know you in heaven smiling down (eheh)
Watching us while we pray for you
Every day we pray for you
Till the day we meet again
In my heart is where I'll keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need (uh-huh) to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts big I just can't define (cant define)
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Us in the 6, shop for new clothes and kicks
You and me taking flicks
Making hits, stages they receive you on
I still can't believe you're gone (cant believe you're gone)
Give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath)
I know you still living you're life, after death

somebody tell me why 

On that morning
When this life is over
I know
Ill see your face 

Every night I pray, every step I take
Every move I make, every single day
Every night I pray, every step I take 
every day that passes
Every move I make, every single day 
is a day that I get closer
to seeing you again
Every night I pray, every step I take 
we miss you big... and we wont stop
Every move I make, every single day
cause we can't stop... that's right
Every night I pray, every step I take
Every move I make, every single day 
we miss you big

Michelle Podolak not a day goes by January 7, 2010
Josh, a day has not gone by that I haven't thought about you.
Helen Tosch I'm so sorry for your loss January 7, 2010

Sheri told me about your tragic loss, and I am so sorry. I have never met Josh or your family, but I wanted to send a note and let you know that you are all in my thoughts and prayers. Keep strong and take care.



Lynn Brunett Forever in our hearts December 30, 2009

Theresa, Please kow that you & your family are in our thoughts & prayers - There are no words that will comfort you but know that you are loved by so many. Your son shined brightly because he was so loved by you. He will live on forever in our hearts! 

Kevin & Mary Eichelt The Wings of an Angel December 29, 2009
Bob Wilczek Josh December 29, 2009

Only the good die young, much too often this saying is replayed over and over. Words cannot express the shock and sorrow of the events that transpired on December 23rd, 2009. He always lived his life to the fullest and wouldnt have it any other way! He was a kind person and an awesome friend that always had an answer for any question even if it wasnt always correct lol. Im glad to have known you, and everyone is a better person who knew you. Rest in peace Josh and watch over everyone who knew you!

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