It's been nearly 2 months since you left us, Josh and Richie still is having a hard time accepting that you are gone. He asked me not to have the memorial for you just yet because he said it is too soon. He hasn't even accepted the fact that you are gone, he is not ready to talk about his memories.
I have to honor his wishes, Josh and I know you understand.
Love and Miss You So Much. Never really thought about just how much you meant to me, to all of us, until you weren't here anymore. Sure wish I would of let you know that you were important to our family.